Holding On
Apr. 20th, 2011 10:39 am
I think it's safe for me to say that among the fandoms today, being a Cassie is the most diffcult one. With all the brouhaha that is happening now, Cassies are the ones who are being compromised.
It's really heartbreaking to see your favorite group on the verge of disbandment, and yet you feel helpless. I have found myself in similar situations since the lawsuit started last 2009, and seeing them part ways as JYJ and HoMin really makes me sad. Watching them perform on different stages makes it difficult for me to somehow accept their current situation.
Honestly, there was a time that I felt so tired of the whole drama already that I just wanted to give up, but then, there is really something into them that would not allow me to do so. Whenever there were doubts around me, I would just look at their pictures together and say to myself---I will never leave you guys, this is the time that you needed me the most. *sniffs then sobs*
It's really heartbreaking to see your favorite group on the verge of disbandment, and yet you feel helpless. I have found myself in similar situations since the lawsuit started last 2009, and seeing them part ways as JYJ and HoMin really makes me sad. Watching them perform on different stages makes it difficult for me to somehow accept their current situation.
Honestly, there was a time that I felt so tired of the whole drama already that I just wanted to give up, but then, there is really something into them that would not allow me to do so. Whenever there were doubts around me, I would just look at their pictures together and say to myself---I will never leave you guys, this is the time that you needed me the most. *sniffs then sobs*

As Yunho puts it:

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