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A Surreal Dream
May. 21st, 2012 10:35 amI actually had this knack for remembering my dreams for two reasons~ either because they're too SCARY, or too GIDDY.
When I say scary, it's about death and being chased by spirits and other unearthly and ungodly creatures. The giddy ones are those involving my favorite celebrities.
And speaking of celebrities, my favorite group, TVXQ, had a fair share in my own set of dreams. I've dreamed of them so many times. and most of them have some hidden OT5 messages in it. Three of the members of TVXQ's been undergoing some legal shit with their previous company, and since then, the difficult life of supporting two groups (JYJ and TVXQ2) has been in full force.
I realize that my dreams are unique because no other individual can have my own background, emotions, or experience. And thus, my own dreams can only be connected to my own reality.
I just had to write down this very surreal dream of mine the other night while I still remember the details.
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The scene:
I was with my friends, and we were having this pep talk about ourselves in our living room. I was busy sharing some trivia about myself that I don't know. The interesting thing is, the trivia that I usually share are really true about myself. We were laughing, and one of my friends even said., "You know, you're a simple person."
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The next thing I knew, I was on our living room, sitting next to Yunho (my favorite member in TVXQ). Our hands were clasped together, just like a couple. His face is very clear. I can clearly see his lovely eyes and smile, and from his hair, I am guessing that his look was from the Mirotic era. He was wearing a polo, while I was wearing a white dress--the one that you wear during summer.
The scene was so vivid, we were laughing together while holding each other's hand. Not so long after, it became quiet.
I know I am already half-awake that time because I can hear the sound of the vehicles outside our house. (We live beside a major highway, by the way)
I know I am about to wake up at any moment, but I tried not to.
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The last scene:
Yunho said, "I've been staring at you."
"Why?"
His eyes were suddenly filled with tears, so I hugged him.
He said, "What will I do to be the right guy for you?"
As I hugged him tight, I said, "Just stay who you are."
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THAT LINE really struck me.
The noises are becoming louder, and I know I will wake up anytime soon.
Before I knew it, my eyes were open, and tears were flowing down from it. It's like I said goodbye to someone I love.
From the many dreams about TVXQ that I had, this dream is the only one I had the courage to write about. It feels so strange--so strange that it felt like the real thing.
Our conversations were so relaxed, so light-hearted. I felt truly loved that time. I know that this is close to impossible, but, how come it felt so real?
Am I looking for a guy like Yunho? *shrugs head*
When I say scary, it's about death and being chased by spirits and other unearthly and ungodly creatures. The giddy ones are those involving my favorite celebrities.
And speaking of celebrities, my favorite group, TVXQ, had a fair share in my own set of dreams. I've dreamed of them so many times. and most of them have some hidden OT5 messages in it. Three of the members of TVXQ's been undergoing some legal shit with their previous company, and since then, the difficult life of supporting two groups (JYJ and TVXQ2) has been in full force.
I realize that my dreams are unique because no other individual can have my own background, emotions, or experience. And thus, my own dreams can only be connected to my own reality.
I just had to write down this very surreal dream of mine the other night while I still remember the details.
-------------------------------
The scene:
I was with my friends, and we were having this pep talk about ourselves in our living room. I was busy sharing some trivia about myself that I don't know. The interesting thing is, the trivia that I usually share are really true about myself. We were laughing, and one of my friends even said., "You know, you're a simple person."
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The next thing I knew, I was on our living room, sitting next to Yunho (my favorite member in TVXQ). Our hands were clasped together, just like a couple. His face is very clear. I can clearly see his lovely eyes and smile, and from his hair, I am guessing that his look was from the Mirotic era. He was wearing a polo, while I was wearing a white dress--the one that you wear during summer.
The scene was so vivid, we were laughing together while holding each other's hand. Not so long after, it became quiet.
I know I am already half-awake that time because I can hear the sound of the vehicles outside our house. (We live beside a major highway, by the way)
I know I am about to wake up at any moment, but I tried not to.
-----------------------------
The last scene:
Yunho said, "I've been staring at you."
"Why?"
His eyes were suddenly filled with tears, so I hugged him.
He said, "What will I do to be the right guy for you?"
As I hugged him tight, I said, "Just stay who you are."
----------------------------
THAT LINE really struck me.
The noises are becoming louder, and I know I will wake up anytime soon.
Before I knew it, my eyes were open, and tears were flowing down from it. It's like I said goodbye to someone I love.
From the many dreams about TVXQ that I had, this dream is the only one I had the courage to write about. It feels so strange--so strange that it felt like the real thing.
Our conversations were so relaxed, so light-hearted. I felt truly loved that time. I know that this is close to impossible, but, how come it felt so real?
Am I looking for a guy like Yunho? *shrugs head*
